顫抖著打出那些表面不帶感情的字句
他可知背後的痛楚?
我不該奢望他會了解
就像我也無法了解網路上冷酷文字的背後一樣
所以
他應該就只會看到我用來回應敷衍的文字吧

真的要親身體驗了
才知道那種痛
耳邊聽著王心凌的〈月光〉

月光_王心凌
作曲:橋本淳 作詞:Sugiyama Kouichi 中文詞:談曉珍+陳思宇

彎彎月光下 蒲公英在遊盪 像煙花閃著微亮的光芒
趁著夜晚 找尋幸福方向 難免會受傷

彎彎小路上 蒲公英在歌唱 星星照亮在起風的地方
乘著微風 飄向未知遠方 幸福路也許漫長

難過的時候 誰在身邊 陪我掉眼淚
失敗無所謂 你在左右 月光多美

彎彎月光下 我輕輕在歌唱 從今以後 不會再悲傷
閉上雙眼 感覺你在身旁 你是溫暖月光 你是幸福月光

彎彎月光下 蒲公英在遊盪 像煙花閃著微亮的光芒
趁著夜晚 找尋幸福方向 難免會受傷

彎彎小路上 蒲公英在歌唱 星星照亮在起風的地方
乘著微風 飄向未知遠方 幸福路也許漫長

難過的時候 誰在身邊 陪我掉眼淚
失敗無所謂 你在左右 月光多美

彎彎月光下 我輕輕在歌唱 從今以後 不會再悲傷
閉上雙眼 感覺你在身旁 你是溫暖月光 你是幸福月光

O.S.:我在月光下歌唱 閉上雙眼 感覺~你在身旁

彎彎月光下 我輕輕在歌唱 從今以後 不會再悲傷
閉上雙眼 感覺你在身旁 你是溫暖月光 你是幸福月光


甜蜜的聲音及歌詞
對我來說是天大的諷刺
也許
我只能唱著〈On My Own〉直到老死了吧

On My Own_EPONINE
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a home, without a friend,
Without a face to say hello to.
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.


如果現在就死去
我會感到心有不甘
也許是不到黃河心不死吧

不知是否該高興?
每經歷一個心境
我總有辦法找到相對應的歌曲
於是在尋找歌詞的時刻讓我分了心
眼淚也止住了
接著又能想到下一首歌曲──〈A Little Fall of Rain〉

A Little Fall of Rain_EPONINE & MARIUS

EPONINE:
Don't you fret, M'sieur Marius
I don't feel any pain
A little fall of rain
Can hardly hurt me now
You're here, that's all I need to know
And you will keep me safe
And you will keep me close
And rain will make the flowers grow.

MARIUS:
But you will live, 'Ponine - dear God above,
If I could heal your wounds with words of love.

EPONINE:
Just hold me now, and let it be.
Shelter me, comfort me

MARIUS:
You would live a hundred years
If I could show you how
I won't desert you now...

EPONINE:
The rain can't hurt me now
This rain will wash away what's past
And you will keep me safe
And you will keep me close
I'll sleep in your embrace at last.

The rain that brings you here
Is Heaven-blessed!
The skies begin to clear
And I'm at rest
A breath away from where you are
I've come home from so far
So don't you fret, M'sieur Marius

I don't feel any pain
A little fall of rain
Can hardly hurt me now

That's all I need to know
And you will keep me safe
And you will keep me close

   MARIUS(in counterpoint):
   Hush-a-bye, dear Eponine,
   You won't feel any pain
   A little fall of rain
   Can hardly hurt you now
   I'm here

   I will stay with you
   Till you are sleeping

EPONINE:
And rain...

MARIUS:
And rain...

EPONINE:
Will make the flowers...

MARIUS:
Will make the flowers... grow...


是否該封印記憶?
Love me, that's all I ask of you......

All I Ask of You_RAOUL & CHRISTINE

RAOUL:
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you—
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you...

CHRISTINE:
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you, now and always...
promise me that all you say is true—
that's all I ask of you...

RAOUL:
Let me be your shelter, let me be your light.
You're safe
No one will find you
your fears are far behind you...

CHRISTINE:
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night...
and you always beside me
to hold me and to hide me...

RAOUL:
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
Let me lead you from your solitude...
Say you need me with you here, beside you...
anywhere you go, let me go too—
Christine, that's all I ask of you...

CHRISTINE:
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
say the word and I will follow you...

BOTH:
Share each day with me, each night, each morning...

CHRISTINE:
Say you love me...

RAOUL:
You know I do...

BOTH:
Love me—That's all I ask of you...
Anywhere you go, let me go too...
Love me—that's all I ask of you...


I love him, but.....the world is changing...
Then you change, too...

我完全不知道該怎麼辦才好了
找人傾訴?
不知道該找誰
不知道該從何說起
不知道我能不能冷靜面對旁人的...面孔眼光

2005年3月19日
你又讓我傷了一次
也不知會有幾千幾百次

我甘願的
我自找的

EPONINE比我幸運的多了
至少...她可以不用看見他們幸福的未來
至少...她不感到任何痛楚地死在他懷裡

無法接受

接受_梁靜茹
作曲:林毅心 作詞:阿管

彷彿上一分鐘 你還陪在我左右 還以為我們會 開花結果
我還記得玫瑰色天空 卻模糊了我們的臉孔 哼過的歌到底是什麼內容

彷彿已經自由 下一刻我變成風 吹過你的領空 差點失控
回憶在夜裡鬧得很兇 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想讓你知道我懂 卻擔心言不由衷

我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動 能記得多久

彷彿已經自由 下一刻我變成風 吹過你的領空 差點失控
回憶在夜裡鬧得很兇 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想讓你知道我懂 卻擔心言不由衷

我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動 能記得多久

我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動 能記得多久


不能退後也無法向前走啊......
沒有如果
沒有能不能
就是無法忘記...
but he will never understand......
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